Miracle..

...I was forced to change myself over the night, I needed to rearrange everything in my mind, to set aside all the things and put them back together in a new way. Next morning I was forced to wake up with new perspective and vision upon the world and the whole universe. The castle of madness I build inside my head and the wall around it collapsed in the matter of minutes. All the thoughts and perspectives I was building my whole life were meaningless in one blink of the eye. Imagine to yourself a force that can cause that, that can purify the chaos and evil in one given moment. All of that happened to me and for the first time in my life I truly opened my eyes. The things I started to see after that changed me forever, after all those years my life truly started in that moment. After that, the next morning I woke up as completely another person, in the dawn I saw a miracle. I started to notice those little things for the first time. I started to see how meaningless I was before, how I was taking everything for granted and just ignoring all of that. I was evil to the true things that surrounded me and loved me. And I loved all the things that were meaningless and that were drowning me into the ocean of despair and sadness. Everything was new, and I didn’t change the world to achieve that, I changed myself, and instantly I got the whole new perspective, a beautiful one. Like I had new eyes, I started to see and understand everything that was hidden, unknown or not understandable for me. But I was given that opportunity only because I wanted to know more than others, because I was always aware deep inside that there is more than this material world, I knew that there is something more than the life I was living...