Vision..

"...In the mountains the sun on solid rock stands. Nature in minds and green fields of despair. Destruction will come in silence for living world to see, imagination, together we will be. Up there close to the clouds, in wind and rain far away from our world, only few of us will stand to see the birth of nature again, new cycle of beauty, new colors of wisdom. New dimensions of life in hands of those who were brave..."

"...Stop for the moment and see all these things inside your mind, let them pass trough you, and then let them in your heart, close your eyes and listen. Forget about the world and listen. Show that you want to know the truth, the story of mountain, the song of wind, the wisdom of cold rain. Ice will break under your feet unless you know how to ask the nature to save you from the coldness and drowning. In any way, everything you experience is what you desire, what you are living..."

Miracle..

...I was forced to change myself over the night, I needed to rearrange everything in my mind, to set aside all the things and put them back together in a new way. Next morning I was forced to wake up with new perspective and vision upon the world and the whole universe. The castle of madness I build inside my head and the wall around it collapsed in the matter of minutes. All the thoughts and perspectives I was building my whole life were meaningless in one blink of the eye. Imagine to yourself a force that can cause that, that can purify the chaos and evil in one given moment. All of that happened to me and for the first time in my life I truly opened my eyes. The things I started to see after that changed me forever, after all those years my life truly started in that moment. After that, the next morning I woke up as completely another person, in the dawn I saw a miracle. I started to notice those little things for the first time. I started to see how meaningless I was before, how I was taking everything for granted and just ignoring all of that. I was evil to the true things that surrounded me and loved me. And I loved all the things that were meaningless and that were drowning me into the ocean of despair and sadness. Everything was new, and I didn’t change the world to achieve that, I changed myself, and instantly I got the whole new perspective, a beautiful one. Like I had new eyes, I started to see and understand everything that was hidden, unknown or not understandable for me. But I was given that opportunity only because I wanted to know more than others, because I was always aware deep inside that there is more than this material world, I knew that there is something more than the life I was living...

The last twilight..

"...What will you do during the last dusk? Again you are alone, when others march into their own death and self destruction. You decided not to go that way, not to join the madness and chaos. In any way or situation you are left alone. When the world and civilization were “normal”, you were the man taken by some strange spiritual madness, acting like being that escaped from mental institution. Erased by society cause you didn’t do what everyone else did. Banished from the “real” world and your own people. Left alone like an animal, cause some of them think you belong among them. And in some way it is truth, because you are much closer to animals than to people, after all, any species on this planet is more reasonable than humans taken by the principles of society. And when the world and civilization gone mad and rushed into self destruction, you were the only one who left reasonable and balanced. In any way, whatever time brings, you are left alone and banished..."

Do you see yourself in this story or you are lost somewhere in civilization?...

Endless questions..

"...All is for you, but never in you. All is here, but never to be seen. Why is it so hard to see? Why it is so hard for you to open your eyes, just for one second? That is more than enough, which is all what it takes. Forget about old stories, forget about it all, and live for the moment and the truth inside that you know. Sky will open for you one day, will you remember? Heavens will cry on you, will you surrender? I can’t tell and I don’t know, I’ll leave destiny and future to show, all is in our hands, all upon us, noting is defined in this time when battles starts. What is good enough for you? Is this life good enough? Is this life you have no matter how satisfied you are good? No, it is not good enough and it shouldn’t be, you can say that the work is done when you will be able to help everyone else..."

The power of love..

Today I saw once again how one soul can be powerfull.. How every one of us can create with only small amount of will.. It is hard to understand some things and rules in this world we live in, but only if we try to go in the way of love, then everything is possible.. Today I realized that some people can do amazing things only by acting from within, with love they can feel.. Trying to understand is not the only way we should go, in many situations it is more important to do something in given moments, just to act in harmony of what you feel inside. And the knowledge will come silently and quickly.. There is nothing more to say when you see how love can create..

Dedicated to Angelina.. Thank you..