Miracle..

...I was forced to change myself over the night, I needed to rearrange everything in my mind, to set aside all the things and put them back together in a new way. Next morning I was forced to wake up with new perspective and vision upon the world and the whole universe. The castle of madness I build inside my head and the wall around it collapsed in the matter of minutes. All the thoughts and perspectives I was building my whole life were meaningless in one blink of the eye. Imagine to yourself a force that can cause that, that can purify the chaos and evil in one given moment. All of that happened to me and for the first time in my life I truly opened my eyes. The things I started to see after that changed me forever, after all those years my life truly started in that moment. After that, the next morning I woke up as completely another person, in the dawn I saw a miracle. I started to notice those little things for the first time. I started to see how meaningless I was before, how I was taking everything for granted and just ignoring all of that. I was evil to the true things that surrounded me and loved me. And I loved all the things that were meaningless and that were drowning me into the ocean of despair and sadness. Everything was new, and I didn’t change the world to achieve that, I changed myself, and instantly I got the whole new perspective, a beautiful one. Like I had new eyes, I started to see and understand everything that was hidden, unknown or not understandable for me. But I was given that opportunity only because I wanted to know more than others, because I was always aware deep inside that there is more than this material world, I knew that there is something more than the life I was living...

The last twilight..

"...What will you do during the last dusk? Again you are alone, when others march into their own death and self destruction. You decided not to go that way, not to join the madness and chaos. In any way or situation you are left alone. When the world and civilization were “normal”, you were the man taken by some strange spiritual madness, acting like being that escaped from mental institution. Erased by society cause you didn’t do what everyone else did. Banished from the “real” world and your own people. Left alone like an animal, cause some of them think you belong among them. And in some way it is truth, because you are much closer to animals than to people, after all, any species on this planet is more reasonable than humans taken by the principles of society. And when the world and civilization gone mad and rushed into self destruction, you were the only one who left reasonable and balanced. In any way, whatever time brings, you are left alone and banished..."

Do you see yourself in this story or you are lost somewhere in civilization?...

Endless questions..

"...All is for you, but never in you. All is here, but never to be seen. Why is it so hard to see? Why it is so hard for you to open your eyes, just for one second? That is more than enough, which is all what it takes. Forget about old stories, forget about it all, and live for the moment and the truth inside that you know. Sky will open for you one day, will you remember? Heavens will cry on you, will you surrender? I can’t tell and I don’t know, I’ll leave destiny and future to show, all is in our hands, all upon us, noting is defined in this time when battles starts. What is good enough for you? Is this life good enough? Is this life you have no matter how satisfied you are good? No, it is not good enough and it shouldn’t be, you can say that the work is done when you will be able to help everyone else..."

The power of love..

Today I saw once again how one soul can be powerfull.. How every one of us can create with only small amount of will.. It is hard to understand some things and rules in this world we live in, but only if we try to go in the way of love, then everything is possible.. Today I realized that some people can do amazing things only by acting from within, with love they can feel.. Trying to understand is not the only way we should go, in many situations it is more important to do something in given moments, just to act in harmony of what you feel inside. And the knowledge will come silently and quickly.. There is nothing more to say when you see how love can create..

Dedicated to Angelina.. Thank you..

Roads..

"We must start to build our own roads, our own paths we will follow in life. It is hard and for someone impossible, but it is the only way. And all you need to do is to make that decision, and once you decide you will build your own road, your own way of life, things will start to reorganize to help you. With the effort, success will come by itself. Once you reject to follow paths others prepared for you, but only in order so you can serve them, you will be banished from civilization, far away from things others have made already..."

..and then start living for yourself, your own prosperity. We all know what is best for us, but it seems most of the people don't follow that. It is hard to do some changes in life, it is hard to take a risk. Yet, many times we can realize that accepting that risk can bring us success. So, going in completely another direction can be best possible thing to do...

The ocean..

"Are you alone or just trying to live that way? Leaving everybody behind. Do you think that others will be able to help you after you forget them, after you take away the power of creation and learning when you share your thoughts and experiences? Although we all are individual souls we are like ocean of energy, every one of us represents one drop of water in that ocean. When you take one drop of water out of the ocean it will vaporize quickly in the sun, and then it will wander in the sky, cut out of the ocean, it will know nothing, it will learn nothing..."

Everything is simple.. similarity in nature and people.. comparison of two elements that may seem so diferent, in the end they are one..
Imagination and mind. Creation, when you leave problems behind..

Moment of truth..

What if we are not what we think we are? What if there is complete new world and dimension spreading trough our selves together with the space and time as we call it.. Just one moment, one dream can mean the diference between our old view upon the world, and complete new that may seem unbelievable.. There is a short story about this.. Written im my next project that is near finishing.. Composed out of nowhere, simple, short, but it can remind you of the event that you maybe encounter in your life before but ignored it as a simple dream.. But many things can look simple at the begining, ending out as a something completely diferent and more meaningfull beyound understanding of a simple mind.. But many simple things, including a simple story can triger that simple mind to view outside of the cage we are living in..

Emotions..

Compassion, courage, jelaousy, fear.. this are some of the examples of those feelings that leads us away from our true nature. That brings pain and suffering to others, and in the end to ourselves. understanding them can save us much time and pain. Why to waste energy doing something wrong, when there are much easier ways. All what we need is understanding. More about this dark emotions, same as those on the side of light will be presented in the second project I'm working on currently. Everything will be finished and presented soon.

"When someone lives with fear, in fear, then his life is pointless..."

"Compassion is not something to be ignored; by ignoring it we are ignoring ourselves. We are destroying what we are and forgetting more and more our true self..."

"When you believe with all your heart that you will succeed to achieve that, no matter the situation. No matter how hard or impossible it may be. That is real courage, and that is the road towards realizing all of your dreams..."

"Emotions are powerful tool, and knowing how to use it can spare us much wasted time and pain. Just by listening those feelings and acting according to it..."

Orion birthmarks..

This post is something from my and other people's life. Many years ago when I was looking at the sky, my eyes came across the Orion constellation. I never saw it before, neither I heard for it before. But instantly I asked myself why do I have that constellation on my right arm. I looked at my right arm and there it was.. five birthmarks matching with position and size with the stars on the sky. I ignored that for many years to come. After some time I put that experience on the internet, soon after that some people contacted me, because they had same or similar experiences. Again because lack of knowledge, strange fear and pressure of society I lost contact with those people. After some time and after I gain knowledge I realized that it is not coincidence, after all, many other people have same questions as I have now. Because of that I decided to write this down, write mails to those people I forgot, and invite the others with same experiences. Together we can learn more, share our experiences and maybe find out what those birthmarks represents to us. Once again, please write on my e-mail if you have a story to share. (orion@songofhorizon.com). For the end I will paste here a mail I received from one person, before I did not understand it, but now it gives me a point to start with research.

"You must read all you can about Orion's Belt and how it began.

By doing this you will know your true self.

You must read up on the stories of Orion the God.

By doing this you will know why you are hear.

The 5 of the 8 stars of Orion suggests that you have 3 more times to evolve before you are complete and complete claim dominion in that area.

For the good for the bad is your choice...but beware, let all your actions reflect the better of Womb&Man. Peace"

Compassion..

When the mind is betrayed by madness of illusion, when horrible deeds are done. no one is there who can see the crime towards nature and themselves. The power of mind is working against the owner. Control is lost and then suffering is rushing to the surface. That suffering combined with lack of compassion is one destructive force. It seems that it can't be stopped, not by one man, not by whole world. That madness can be stopped only by its source. But I see that many sources are blinded, betrayed and lost, all that by themselves. Salvation lies so close to them, inside of them and it is so easy to notice that. But it seems that no one can see that. It makes me sad, it makes me even more willing to change myself, to start the change from within. It gives me only more inspiration to have compassion towards the nature..

The prison..

The path of a reasonable man is not always pleasant; it doesn’t need to be easy or filled with happiness at all. In most cases that is reality for many people walking on this world. People are not even aware of the fact that the lives they created for themselves are actually false happiness, the freedom they think they have is actually a prison. How to define the freedom? The problem is that many people talk about freedom, but they are not living what they talk about. Some of the people are talking about freedom, but they are taking her away from others. I can’t tell which for of taking away the freedom is worse, when others are taking it away from you, or when you are taking her away from yourselves, and in both cases you are not aware of the fact that there is no such thing as freedom in your life. If you find yourself now stuck in thinking about do you have freedom or not, you want to know how to change that. Well, everything I am talking about here is the way out, the fact that you started to wonder where and what are you actually living is showing you that you have made a huge step in knowing the truth just by reading this, you started to awake and see the world trough brighter eyes, you see the greater picture of all the things you took for granted so far. Freedom is far from just simple world or idea. If you wake up every morning in the same time not because you want to do that, but because you must do that in order to get to work, you are not free. You can’t call it a freedom as long as you live trough, or for someone else. At the end of work day you can easily realize that you don’t have time anymore for yourself, people live day into day working only for others, not for themselves. Soul is left behind, putted on the last place of the things we take care of. We don’t have time for ourselves; our lives are in the hands of others. So, where is freedom? Even during the short periods of time people have so they can take rest from work, it is almost impossible to take true care for your soul. Then people take care only for their body, so it can be in shape to do more and more work, and that’s the way it goes year after year, until body dies. Person who lived that way, spend entire life in prison, with one big illusion of freedom. Unfortunately, that is reality for millions of people that are living today on this planet. And how to brake the chains of that cruel reality, how to become free and live from and for yourself? Just imagine that life and you are already one step closer to that pure way of living, to ultimate happiness and realization of your dreams. You will fulfill all the desires you had and your soul will not be thirsty anymore. For once in your life you will feel how it is to live your life without any interference from others who want you to work for them. The key is to become your own master. Whatever you do, whatever you are thinking, let it be about how you are free. Let your thoughts join with your dreams, let your feelings flow in harmony with dreams, and before you could imagine, your life will change and take the form of all those dreams that makes you happy. Take the life in your hands, and take that step towards freedom. It is not easy, but luck is always with those who are brave, and when you decide to change your life, all the obstacles will just disappear in front of your eyes, I know that from others and my own experience. And to see and live something like that is simply beautiful and irreplaceable. And experiences on that path will only guide you to do brave steps more often and more easily, and then even the sky is not the limit. Limits exists only in minds. And although mind is sometimes working against you, you can turn it to be your ally.

Dedicated to my dear friend and source of inspiration.. Mateja

The mirror..

There was a man standing, far away from nowhere. Living in his own tragedy, far away, lost, all alone, left by itself in hands of cold world, cruel events and dark rain scattered on his shoulders. No one ever saw him, no one ever wondered why, even they pass by million times. That man was invisible to them only because he was just like an image to anyone else who look at him. Lost, irrelevant, with endless collection of problems. Just like a mirror, door trough past, the time that needs to be forgotten, but still it is so deep in minds that no one can pull that disease out. No one but mirrors and reflections. Only the man who brake the mirror and see his own blood on scattered pieces of time can realize how stupid, irrelevant he really was, this time without the illusion, without the false guides. Only the mind is problem, it won’t let you go to cut yourself on the glass. But sometimes, man who seems to go wrong, who is wrong in the eyes of the world, who let his own blood, is the one who is most normal above all the others. How to test your own limits at given moment? How to discover your true potential? How can you see who you really are, unless you sometimes look inside yourself? Even it sometimes brings pain. But wise man knows that pain, tears and laughter leads towards greater wisdom. That those elements elevate the man one step above, unlike the others who decide to be humble and quiet. Then the wise man looks upon the others from high above, just like an eagle looks down on Earth, searching for it’s pray. The eagle is free, mastering the wind, he is so magnificent to the others, but yet he knows his own pain and tragedy. Mirrors can be broken, but many others will remain, millions of them. The good thing is that there are places on this world given to us by endless love of Mother Nature where we can hide, run away from reflections and meet ourselves. Then, we can have all the time in this world to do what we please with ourselves. To become an eagle and rise above the mountains, or to come back again, as a sheep, humble and hopeless. How can anybody say that he can take care of somebody, even he is not master of himself yet and he is not even aware of that. Where is your true self when you fall under the principles of society, under the mind of civilization? Where is freedom? Where is your individuality then? So, you let the world take care for you, take you in its cold hands and you continue to complain, over and over again. Even the wolf in forest can take better care for itself than you, glorious human.

Changing the world..

If you want to change the world, start from yourself. You can’t change the world or other people if you first don’t change yourself. Like I told before, we all are creators of our own lives and changing ourselves, we change everything that manifests around us, we attract people and events in relation with the energy and thoughts we spread around. If everybody could think positive and act in that way world will change to better automatically, because, if million or few millions of people start to create positive things and shape their own living environment to be a better place, now imagine how many places in the world will start to change. We cannot change the others; we cannot force them to do so. By forcing them or suggesting constantly even if they are against change, we only create even worst situation, because we pull their anger and frustration on the surface. Live and let live, everybody is responsible for their own life, every one of us choose our own path, respect yourself and always respect the others. Suggest, but don’t do any harm. Best way is to live your enlightened life, and others will be attracted only by that and will follow your example, and those who want to change will do so. Remember that everyone decided what they will do in this time long ago. But some among us need the example to remember again what they really are and where they need to go. The change starts from within, the knowledge, love, light, it all starts from within, those things you cannot search outside, no one can give you that, you must do it with yourself..

The road towards freedom..

nothing is what is seems to be.. even when you try to put yourself on that level to think positive, act that way and go only in way to achieve your dreams and ideas, sometimes you fall.. fall again and again no matter how hard you try, and no matter of your awareness how much you need that changes in your life.. that way you are constantly rising and falling on your way to better life, it is normal and it's just transfer phase when you will be able to maintain positive orientation, and when you reach that level, the changes according to your wishes are imminent.. most important thing is not to fall completely when you have lack of positive energy, if you lose hope and stop to believe, all your effort will go to waste.. and you'll have to start over again.. the road to success is hard and full of obstacles, on the other hand, when you fall over one of those obstacles it is very easy to get back where you have been, in the life you don't want.. and it is good that way, there is no words that can describe what happens in you when you finally achieve what you want, after all the sweet and tears, and when you know what you've gone trough to achieve that.. that is one more prize given to you to motivate you, to give you confirmation, to put you one more step closer to what you really are, what we all are.. creators.. we all are creators of our own reality, you need to spend years and years in schools to get some degree or some level of „knowledge“.. the same way, after you made few changes in your life only by visualization, and be aware that you have done that, you get a degree, it will not be some piece of paper and it will not help you in finding job, but it will give you the power to create, literally just by creating image i your mind, instantly you will create whatever you want, and to get that degree you don’t need to spend years and years in schools when at the end you learn nothing and you are only brainwashed, in order that other can control you, your life, your present and future.. make you a slave who believe that is free.. some of you understand what I'm talking about, some of you start to understand reading this and some of you think this is nonsense, but I know their sub conciseness got the message and with time it will tell their minds the truth, maybe in final moments, but I hope before that..

New dawn..

every break of new dawn brings us new opportunity to focus on what is most important for us in that moment.. every new day is chance to accomplish all of our wishes and dreams, no matter how big or how impossible they seems to be.. when you wake up in the morning don't react with negative attitude on everything bad that happens, if you manage to focus on positive things and your dreams from the beginning of new day, be assured that the rest of the day will be the same, without stress, anger or bad thoughts.. you create your own reality, you decide what will happen to you every day, and only you are responsible for your life and everything that surrounds you and come near your reality.. power is in your hands, if you decide to be positive, you will attract positive, if you decide to be negative, you will attract negative aspects of reality and creation.. start your day with smile, and end your day with a smile and be aware that you moved one step ahead in realization of your dreams, only with positive attitude.. when you drive to work in the morning, it's traffic jam, or someone is driving like complete moron, or if anything else is trying to push you over the edge in the temper of anger or makes you nervous, just start to think about all the things you want to have, or the places you want to be in that moment.. imagine like you are already there, focus on that and you will see that you will remain in positive thinking and more than that, you will enjoy thinking about your dreams, and most important, you will leave all the anger and negative energy outside, push it away from you, and because there cannot be emptiness, positive energy will instantly come to you, and help you in maintaining that energy of creation during the day.. that will speed up the process of creation rapidly.. creation of whatever you imagine.. just follow your heart, act from your heart, listen to your inner voice, pay attention to the signs that universe is constantly giving to you.. learn to use your intuition, your connection to the spiritual world and maybe most valuable sense you have..